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In the past ten or so years of burgeoning progress, the growing
subfield of traumatology has come to identify and elucidate
much about the physiology of trauma. From the start it was
undeniably obvious that trauma was a “physioneurosis,”
(van der Kolk, McFarlane and Weisaeth, 1996) directly afflicting
the body even if there was no direct bodily injury or even
bodily threat. We slowly began to comprehend the impact on
brain and nervous system, and subsequently, endocrine, motor
and muscular function in addition to the most evident psychological
and emotional suffering. The increase in information is good
news, not only in terms of compassion for sufferers long told
their problems were “all in their heads,” or a
weakness of character, but also because increased information
has extended the range of treatments.
One mechanism that is much better understood is the natural
course of the fear response, and the aberration or overwhelming
correlate to that, which is the natural course of the trauma
response. Ordinary fear follows a typical bell shaped curve
(LeDoux 1996, LeDoux 2002). It begins when, from a baseline
state of relative bodily calm, a threatening stimulus is perceived
via one or more of the five senses, by the thalamus. This
initial stimulus activates an orienting response whereby attention
becomes more focused in the direction of the stimulus and
more information is gathered. The information is all sent
to the amygdala for screening.
The amygdala is the little structure of the brain’s
limbic system that evaluates the survival or danger significance
of stimuli. It works like a smoke detector sniffing out danger
cues. If danger is assessed, the amygdala activates the endocrine
system to secrete stress hormones, non-survival activities
like digestion or ovulation are suspended for the moment,
and the body mobilizes for fight or flight. Attention narrows,
becomes sharper and more focused. Mobilized by stress hormones,
the heart and respiration quicken, muscles fill with blood
and tense, ready for action.
Once action has been taken and the threat is either past,
or turns out not in fact to have been a threat after all,
(that is if the snake turns out to have been a stick,) the
body calms down and the arousal resolves. The body is back
to its initial baseline.
Meanwhile, the information about the threat is sent along
its way to the hippocampus. The hippocampus is the brain’s
filing system, a storage place for categories or files of
information, that await being woven into the ongoing story
of life. Information waiting in the hippocampus is not yet
fully processed. Its complete processing takes place in the
prefrontal cortex, or the part of the brain where “meaning
is made.” The cortex knows what year it is, it knows
location, and it has language for all of this. The cortex
houses the locus of autobiography, and the cortex makes sense
out of experience.
So if the stimulus is, for example, the sudden awareness that
my wallet is not in its usual spot, I might momentarily have
a rush of fear, especially if I am far from home. I forget
everything else for the moment, and with heart racing and
breath short, quickly search all other places where it might
be. When I subsequently locate it in a different pocket than
I usually keep it in, perhaps slowly remember why I put it
there, my body readily settles back down and I continue on
my way. When I arrive at my friend’s house I have a
story to tell. The curve then is a heightening of arousal,
a peaking out and a resolution. All of this takes place in
what we know as the autonomic nervous system, the arousal
being its sympathetic or energizing branch, and the parasympathetic
being its calming down branch. This arousal curve is a natural
progression. We share it with all mammals, and depending on
their place in the food chain, they go through these ups and
down continuously in the wild, throughout their stressful
days (LeDoux, 1996).
With trauma, however, something different happens (van der
Kolk et al, 1996). The stimulus is overwhelming and the natural
fear response sequence is thus overwhelmed. The initial warning
system is activated, stress hormones begin pumping away through
the body, and the information makes it as far as the hippocampus,
but the action of fight or flight is thwarted. The nature
of trauma is that the threat is too great, the force of the
danger cannot be fought or fled. A child cannot overpower
an adult abuser, a driver cannot hold off an oncoming car,
a gunshot victim cannot escape the bullet, a village cannot
evade the bomb. The energy mobilized for fight or flight is
frozen in a bath of stress hormones in the terrified person’s
body. And the information gets stuck at the level of file
storage, and not yet at the processing point where it can
be verbalized, understood and integrated into autobiography.
This is trauma.
Sensorimotor Psychotherapy has given us the “Modulation
Model” as a map that illustrates in graphic form, the
pathway arousal takes in trauma. (Ogden, Minton, 2000). Where
the natural fear response curve takes place within a “window
of tolerance,” the window within which our bodies are
designed to respond effectively, the sympathetic arousal in
trauma shoots well above the line, outside that window. In
this state, traumatized people are scared “out of their
minds,” unable to think or perhaps even know where they
are in time or space. Or they might similarly dip beneath
the window’s lower limit, into hypoarousal states, of
frozen or numb blankness and paralysis. States on either the
sympathetic and parasympathetic high end or low end may be
“speechless” and “senseless.” And
the worst of it is that, because the response is thwarted,
it does not complete, it does not resolve and return to baseline.
As a result, the experience does not end in either mind or
body.
There are a number of reasons why the trauma lives on and
on as it does. First of all, wired for survival, the amygdala
is adamant about learning from experience and protecting the
organism from another such traumatic episode. So it becomes
hypersensitive to any stimulus that might even vaguely resemble
the original one. For example if a child was beaten by an
adult with an angry face, angry faces may become a “trigger.”
If the smell of alcohol was part of a rape, the smell of alcohol
might become a trigger, etc. The trauma response is readily
re-activated by these triggers, and the body mobilizes into
emotions and physical patterns that prepare it to fight, flee
or perhaps freeze just like the first time around. The hyper
alert nervous system behaves as if the danger is in fact happening
again.
Because ordinary life may be filled with angry faces and alcohol
smells and whatever else might be consciously or unconsciously
associated with the trauma by the overly sensitized amygdala,
the traumatized person’s body may be in and out of trauma
states continuously, and the person bounced around between
what may in fact be “real” dangers, and simply
the over-reactions of the trauma-sensitive system. Needless
to say this wreaks havoc in relationships and in life in general,
where an innocent, passing angry face may bring on a cascade
of seemingly irrelevant emotions and behavior.
Due to what we have also come to discover as a “kindling
effect” (van der Kolk et al, 1996), the more often the
brain is activated in these ways, the more easily it becomes
activated. The circuitry of traumatic fear becomes more easily
turned on. So being triggered, beyond its unpleasantness,
chaos, conflict and confusion, is in effect deleterious. It
strengthens its own circuitry and people get worse. We also
know that the continuing flood of stress hormones that are
part of the trauma activation have many other health eroding
effects on the body. Some correlation has been discovered
between trauma and hippocampal size and function (which are
associated with memory processing;) autoimmune function, and
depression to name a few of the potential health costs of
trauma. It is not good to stay triggered or to stay in cycles
of triggering!
Intuitively we know this and the body knows this. So another
characteristic of trauma is the compulsion to avoid it. Survivors
avoid reminders and avoid sensations, emotions: really anything
reminiscent of the trauma. Depending on their level of sensitivity
and the nature of their trauma, the list of what survivors
avoid may be quite long. This is why many survivors never
talk about what happened to them and simply “don’t
want to go there” or even don’t want to do much.
This is why many sexual trauma survivors do not want to have
sex or truly believe they are unable. And it makes sense.
To re-experience unbearable terror and helplessness, or to
enter situations where one might be surprised by it, and to
invite experiences that are known to have a long, unpleasant
half life (i.e., it can take a long time to calm down after
a triggering episode,) are things to avoid whenever possible.
And in life, avoidance is not even possible that much of the
time.
One final point about triggering and the body: research has
shown us that very often at least some of the trauma information
does not arrive at the prefrontal cortex of the brain (van
der Kolk, Burbridge and Suzuki, 1997). This part of the brain
is in charge of much of what we call “cognitive”
processing. Cognition is knowing, so this is the thinking
part of the brain, least developed when we are born, that
develops slowly as we progress through childhood. Not only
is it responsible for time and place location, logic and reasoning
and speech, but it completes the task of processing experience
into coherent memory. Information that is not processed in
this part of the brain, therefore may not be cognitively “known”
or remembered. This is why there is so much confusion about
traumatic memory. Some survivors do not remember things cognitively,
with clear picture and story-like sequences of what happened
to them. They might have body reactions, behaviors and emotions
that point to an event of which they have no clear recollection.
This is also very confusing! Having intense emotions, sensations,
strong reactions or extreme behaviors and not being able to
link them to clearly remembered experience can make them uncertain
about what is true or real; or make them feel as if they are
crazy. Where in the past therapists emphasized the significance
of traumatic memories, we now understand memory of trauma
differently. For many, remembering and speaking of what caused
all the havoc they are experiencing is not possible. We must
explain this to them.
Peter Levine in his audio series “Sexual Healing”
talks about “re-membering.” (Levine, 2003.) Where
trauma brutally fragments or “dismembers” the
body, soul and psyche; healing is the process of collecting
the pieces, organizing and putting them back together again.
It is a making whole of the person after having been blown
apart by the overwhelming experience. This is how re-membering
has been recast as the goal of healing.
Sensorimotor Sequencing
Sensorimotor Psychotherapy, gave us a system for processing
trauma called “sensorimotor sequencing” (Ogden,
Minton, 2000). It is an exquisitely simple and brilliant method
for healing the unprocessed trauma that continues to rumble
in the body. Although Sensorimotor Psychotherapy is certainly
not the only trauma therapy, it is a good one and a therapy
that I like very much. In this approach, the story is not
necessary or useful. As stated above, much as they try to
avoid them, survivors are readily pitched into states of traumatic
activation. I see it happen often when I work with couples,
who are singularly skilled at triggering one another like
almost no one else can. Even little stimuli can bring on the
big reaction. What sensorimotor sequencing attempts to do,
is make traumatic activation or re-experiencing bearable,
in tiny bite sized increments, to help patients stay aware
of sensation and allow the trauma response cycle to complete.
In the moment of trauma and in the usual course of triggered
activation, the natural reaction to overwhelming sensation
is to “jump out of the body.” In lesser or greater
degrees, survivors describe numbness and alienation from sensation,
especially when triggered. They just do not feel, and are
rather phobic of feeling, at least when trauma activation
has produced the sensation. So staying present to the huge
and frightening sensations and emotions must be a conscious,
calculated therapeutic intention. In sensorimotor sequencing,
with the gentle support of an attentive therapist, carefully
paced and in small doses, the survivor is encouraged to drop
the story or cognitions, and even set aside the emotions,
and just track the physical sensations as they move through
the body. In effect, the frozen unexecuted movement patterns
of fight or flight, not allowed to manifest at the time of
the actual trauma, are able to unfold and be expressed. But
slowly! (Scaer, 2001).
In the late 1960’s and early 70’s there was a
mushrooming of alternative therapy techniques that involved
pounding pillows, yelling, using foam battacas to expressed
unexpressed rage, and primal screams. We thought then that
noisy, windy catharsis was good: a way to get feelings “out.”
Although some people may have initially felt relieved or energized
from the discharge of tension in the moment, we have since
learned that these methods are not helpful and in many cases
they were retraumatizing and harmful. And in general, in exercising
cathartic methods survivors were no more present to their
body experience than they had originally been. Sensorimotor
sequencing and any safe somatic method of trauma healing is
above all else slow and mindful. Slow in that it is carefully
regulated to keep survivors in the window of tolerance as
they move along; mindful in that the healing is in being able
to feel the sensations and discover that they are not lethal,
as they complete their interrupted course.
So what does Sensorimotor sequencing look like? In a recent
session, Molly arrived pale and shaken. On her way to my office
she had been involved in a minor rear end car accident. It
was a tiny bump and there was no damage to her car and no
bodily injury, but she was massively triggered. Molly has
an extensive trauma history, which does not include car accident
trauma. But being hit and helpless had her whole system in
upheaval. After Molly only briefly recounted the story of
the mini-accident and was clear that there was no real harm
at all, I had her just drop all thoughts and focus on her
body. We even gently postponed the emotions: the tears and
fear until a later time. I reflected to her what I saw: her
shoulders pulled back, tension in her neck, and she told me
what she physically felt. Her breath was short and her heart
was pounding, her stomach was in a knot. And I then asked
her “and what happens next, what wants to happen next
in your body?” And she kept following the movement of
her sensations as they slowly progressed, lessened, changed
and ultimately passed. The session lasted one hour and by
the end of it she was completely calm and free of any tension
or activation at all. We then talked about the accident and
the emotions; how the emotions related to emotions from past
events; and how she might take the feeling of calm she now
had along with her into her life. We were not only resolving
this upset, we were reworking a piece of the trauma that had
been activated by it. When Molly came back the next week,
she was amazed. It was her first experience of sensorimotor
sequencing. The calm was a deeper calm than she remembered
ever having experienced, and it seemed to last. She said,
“Something is definitely different,” and she beamed.
Sensorimotor sequencing is not the whole story in trauma healing
but it is a powerful tool. Careful attentive pacing, mindfulness
to the body and its subtle changes moment to moment, getting
acquainted with sensation and finding that it is in fact bearable,
are powerful experiences that begin to alter the nervous system
and reverse the kindling tendency (Ogden, Minton, 2000).
References
LeDoux, Joseph (1996) The Emotional
Brain, New York: Simon & Schuster.
LeDoux, Joseph. (2002) The Synaptic Self: How Our Brains Become
Who We Are,New York: Penguin Books.
Levine, P. (2003) Sexual Healing: Transforming The Sacred
Wound, Sounds True Recordings.
Levine, P. (1997) Waking The Tiger, Berkeley: North Atlantic
books.
Ogden, P., Minton, K. (2000) Sensorimotor psychotherapy: one
method for processing traumatic memory, Traumatology,
6 (3) article 3.
Scaer, R. (2001) The Body Bears The Burden: Trauma, Dissociation
And Disease, New York: The Haworth Medical Press.
Van der Kolk, B., McFarlane, A.C. & Weiseth, L. (eds.).
(1996) Traumatic Stress: The Effects Of Overwhelming Experience
On Mind, Body And Society, New York: The Guildford Press.
Van der Kolk, B., Burbridge, J. A., & Suzuki, J. (1997).
The psychobiology of traumatic memory: clinical implications
of neuroimaging studies, In R. Yehuda and A.C. McFarlane (Eds.)
Annals of the New York Academy of Sciences, 821 (pp.99-113).
Ruth Cohn, MFT is in private practice in Oakland. She specializes
in individual and couple’s therapy with survivors of
childhood trauma or neglect and their intimate partners and
families. She is an AASECT Certified Sex Therapist, also certified in EMDR and
Sensorimotor Psychotherapy.
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